I've finally came to a point where I've grown more intimate with God. It is said that God speaks to us in different ways. As we let go of our problems and let God come into our lives we feel God's presence. I came across a sermon that I had listened to a few days ago and he challenged me spiritually, emotionally, and mentally. He questioned the congregation if any of us doubted after we prayed. Does this mean that we don't trust in God's plans? Having the smallest amount of doubt can really get to us.
For the past two days I sought for God's love. As I closed my eyes and meditated, I knew that God stood by my side. He filled that emptiness of my heart that I have created over the years by living in materialism and distractions. Longing for relationships with friends and with the opposite sex was desirable. But today I know and believe that when we, individuals trust in God all of our emptiness will be gone. Creating requirements for boys was how I selected them. But now I understand that whomever is placed in my life I will be content and satisfied. No more longing. No more emptiness.
We cannot serve both heavenly & earthly things.
Isn't it possible to serve both heaveny and earthly things? No, it's not. Experience it first.
If anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!
2 Corinthians 5:17
Hate the world today; Starfield.
Hate the World Today
As much as it thrills me
I wanna get off this ride
For gravity holds me
Yet grace calls me to Your side
As much as I trust You
Though I know that hope will come with time
Injustice prevails
And truth lags behind
Looking for beauty
Searching for sense in all the pain
A note of redemption
A break in the clouds to stop the rain
Can You hear me calling?
Have You been listening to my cry?
Cause I can't carry on
If I don't find out why
I hate the world today
But I love this life you have given
I hate the world today
But I love you and I need you here
Though stuck in this moment
Everything good still comes from you
As much as I don't know
I'm trusting that you will carry me through
Though thousands are falling
Though comfort and peace are beyond reach
I'll offer my heart
I'll try to believe
It's pulling me to peices
In a fight for my soul
These two worlds are waging war
The falling of humanity
And the truth that although
I can't see with my eyes
I'm still trying to believe
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